Tuesday, April 25, 2006
` Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Back to school from a 2 week break and now its a public holiday again...Anzac Day as the aussies call it. Well, mood now: stone... caught up with this breast cancer case where we have to do guidelines for physical exam, history taking, breast pack information blah blah blah and now there's more PBL learning issues to handle about treatment for breast cancer...woohoo...gonna be a breast cancer guru liao...Anyway, just a side track, ladies..remember to get your routine mammogram if u're after 40... don't run the risk. back on course, yesterday was a totally turn off pbl session. sometimes i really wonder why the hell am i paying 50 aussie bucks for a 2 hr session of pbl and all my group does is talk cock sing song in class? we r way too off focus... the tutor doesn't really give a damm (pardon the vulgarity) at times too... haiz... there's this disAbility assignment due in three weeks time: totally mppd and waste of time...juz want to get it over and done with. juz got a haircut yesterday. bad experience coupled with the bad pbl session=bad day... wah..ang mohs really can't cut asian hair for nuts!!! tell her cut short enough, but not too short to spike up but no no no...at the end of the haircut, hair's all gone lest for a flat top...haiz...never going back to that shop ever again...should have stuck to the toni & guy appointment and guai guai cut after med ball...
there's now this frenzy of events going on for the next few weeks which r confirm gonna burn a hole in my wallet...21st bdaes, med ball, meetings blah blah. got to save save save and cook in instead of eating out. was reflecting again the other day, u knoe when u suddenly feel like nothing to do and u lie on your bed, look up to a plain cream coloured ceiling and random thoughts start flying around... tot of how lucky i am to be born into a financially stable family with good parents and be blessed with good education in good schools...no need to worry abt too many things for the past 21 years. bed of roses i would say. but wat if? wat if? there were some obstacles i had to go through...say we became financially in need and i would have to work and study..would things be different now?? would i still be studying medicine?? i'm really grateful for where i am today, having the opportunity to do medicine overseas...its not an opportunity that comes by easily and i got to learn to treasure it real hard...play hard but also study hard. i knoe that i'm not on a scholarship or anything, but its my parents' hard earned money over the years...so this is really important to me...
ok. back to breast cancer and treatment methods.
later.